Have lived here for 2 years and still not settled. Missing my family, friends and the uk very much still. I'm not one for change and don't like it at all really but moved here anyway! I live here with my husband and 3 children who I adore. My happiness is very low and I have lost the old me. As much as I have been trying to settle, it just never seems to get easier, why is that!? I have been told by a family member, 'I am selfish and that it would be unfair for me to take us all back to uk just for me". A little hurtful to say the least. I think they have forgotton I was not selfish and unfair when I agreed to immigrate and leave the ones I love. As the clock ticks I just feel more desire to go back home. The kids are young and will be happy where ever they live as along as we are all together as a family. My daughter said if she could have one wish, it would for her mum to be happy again, which really upsets me, as they can see my unhappiness. So if there is anyone in my shoes who can enlighten me, please do, as I am running out of steam and tears!